"I was like, 'You're so full of it.'"Lovato knew she was burning bridges.
To bring you the best content on our sites and applications, Meredith partners with third party advertisers to serve digital ads, including personalized digital ads.Those advertisers use tracking technologies to collect information about your activity on our sites and applications and across the Internet and your other apps and devices.Lovato's mom warned her the drug could stop her heart, but the actress says she "did it anyway," explaining, "I loved it.I felt out of control with the coke the first time that I did it." Addiction, sadly, runs in her family.If I just tried to kill myself, why would you give me access to pills? Lovato was admitted to the hospital's psychiatric ward, but refused to get clean. "I just knew that I needed to be high to get through whatever I was going through that point."Mike Bayer, Lovato's personal-development coach, says he noticed a shift in Lovato after her management team threatened to fire her if she didn't get sober.
"The most important fear to Demi is losing people—losing people who she cares about and who love her," he says.It became really good between she and I for a while, growing closer than we've ever been. "And then the episode [involving Welch] happened."3. I was sneaking it on planes, sneaking it in bathrooms, sneaking it throughout the night," she says.I remember thinking in my head I felt a bit of pride about it, like selfishly maybe I was helping her [get] back to being the Demi we know and love. Rehab Didn't Work the First Time Lovato received inpatient treatment for the first time in 2010, but the incident with Welch led to a two-month "bender" when she was "using daily." At 18 years old, she says, "I just came to a breaking point; the next 12 months were extremely difficult." She left rehab with a "glow" that faded fast. "Nobody knew."One night, mixing cocaine and Xanax had near fatal consequences.You always have the choice to experience our sites without personalized advertising based on your web browsing activity by visiting the DAA’s Consumer Choice page, the NAI's website, and/or the EU online choices page, from each of your browsers or devices.To avoid personalized advertising based on your mobile app activity, you can install the DAA’s App Choices app here.That was one of the reasons why we broke up, because I've never been alone," the "Give Your Heart a Break" singer explains. We decided together that we just probably are better as friends."At times, she has regrets. I think it will be, because you don't share six years with somebody and not give them a piece of your heart, and vice versa.